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Saturday, February 09, 2008

wake. listen to the rain
pounding to the rythm of your heart.
Long, for a love that endures
knowing there's somewhere you belong

Hush, though your heart is breaking
these tears weren't meant for such a lovely face as yours.
There will come an ending
the beginning of your dreams that never died.

it whispers a forgotten tune
a melody that only we share
the hope that's barely breathing
a longing to be found
it whispers


Wednesday, January 30, 2008

It hurts more than you can say
You know I'd like to take the pain away
When I see your eyes open wide
Filled with all the tears you never cried

Fighting hard to stay alive
Breathing takes so much and you never thrive
Your laugh is buried deep within
And it may be years before we hear it again

You're just like a butterfly
With twisted wings and broken heart
Your color's gone, faded out
On those twisted wings, in that broken heart

It's a pain I know so well
Somehow our lives, they both parallel
And You know I'd take it again
Cause you just don't know where to begin

And the lines tell a story
One that I wish didn't have to be
All the things that go untold
When we're left sitting out here in the cold

You're just like a butterfly
With twisted wings and broken heart
Your color's gone, faded out
On those twisted wings, in that broken heart


Friday, January 11, 2008

You are nothing but a mere mortal. Then again, so am I.
Xanga is dead and Facebook is wasting my life.
They left the chili on the burner...and it burned. Imagine that.
This morning my fingernails were red, now they're red and sparkly. I must be going crazy.
Yesterday I said I'd clean my room today and I'm going to say the same today.
Cold weather should come with free guys (don't ask).
When your car locks freeze, you're pretty much locked out and have to spend the night.
Having to spend the night is a good way to stay out of trouble for getting home late.
If you believe in reincarnation, all guys used to be lions. (again, DON'T ASK).
Ice cream on cold nights makes it even colder.


Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Five O'clock People

She holds his heart and he tries again
It's every hour that the same voices start in
He seems to think it's a long way down
But lately it's not so bad when he's not around

She holds his heart like a glass in her hand
One of these nights I swear I'll break you again
And it seems like a long way to fall she says
But I've been waiting here, waiting for so long
And can you tell me time invades what was inside me now
And I will find the words to believe

She holds his heart and she tries to sleep
Long after the last promise is made
It's only the company you keep
It seems like a long way to fall he says
Anmd I've been waiting here for so long
And can you tell me time invades what was in

And I will never ask for more than I'm prepared to take
And I'm not the one who learned from our mistake


Saturday, December 01, 2007

I wish life came with free pictures... for all the priceless times I couldn't grab the camera...

...and just to appologize; I'm never the friend I should be....

Anberlin, probably one of the best bands ever.

...it's so hard 'cause I'm a loser, heaven help me feel ok...

It’s the best and the worst
A needle in the vein
All hope and no drug
The constant rhythm of failure



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